Friday, August 10, 2007

Roderick MacKinnon,缘结通道结构

Roderick MacKinnon
The Nobel Prize in Chemistry 2003
Autobiography
I was born on February 19, 1956 in the middle of a snowstorm. It remains one of those humorous family stories that my mother likes to tell. My father the planner had rehearsed the way to the hospital but apparently things looked a lot different at night in a blizzard. Eventually they made it and so did I, the fourth of seven children. My father was a postal worker when I was very young but studied computers and became a programmer on the big IBM main frames. My mother worked as a part time schoolteacher, but mostly took care of the children at home. Thinking back on it now I know we did not have much money but I never knew that growing up. My parents provided a happy environment and made their expectations clear to us. Television is bad for you, reading is good for you, and you better get an A for effort in school. What you end up doing in life is up to you. Just make sure you enjoy what you do because then you will do it well. We all pursued completely different walks of life. I became the scientist.

I suppose there were some early indications of my tendency to a life of curiosity. Apparently from a very young age I had a habit of asking lots of questions: 'what would happen if.?' was a favorite. And I liked having facts straight and knowing how things work and did not hesitate to give explanations to those around me, apparently to an annoying degree sometimes. I remember one day my father, at the end of his patience, commenting that I was a 'compendium of useless information'. I certainly can understand his plight with one of the seven having way too many questions and answers all the time. On the positive side, I learned a new word that day when I looked up compendium in the dictionary.

There were probably even indications that my curiosity might be scientific. Burlington Massachusetts was rural when I was young and I loved to roam and explore. I had rock collections and read children's books on geology and the history of the earth. I made little volcanoes out of plaster of paris and added baking soda and vinegar to the craters to simulate volcanic eruptions. I had an accident one day that made my mother laugh to my utter frustration: at that young age I failed to appreciate the humor in a little boy telling his mother he had dropped a volcano on his toe! In the summer I collected butterflies, turtles, snakes and other living things. One summer my mother enrolled me in a science enrichment class for elementary school students and I was allowed to take home a microscope. I used it to look at everything I could find: microorganisms from the nearby pond, leaves and blades of grass. I spent hour after hour alone, mesmerized by the tiny little things that I could see.

My scientific curiosity took a back seat to athletics through junior high and high school. Gymnastics was a good match to my small build and to my solitary nature. I was a member of a team but gymnastics is an individual sport. You learn a technique, then a 'move', and then a 'routine'. And then you perfect it through practice, working mostly alone. I had a very good no nonsense teacher, coach Hayes, who really instilled in me the idea of perfection through practice. I was actually not all that bad, particularly at floor exercise and high bar. I even considered pursuing gymnastics in college, but during my final year of high school I began to wonder what I should pursue for a career.

I attended the University of Massachusetts in Boston for one year and then transferred to Brandeis University . Brandeis was an eye opening experience for me. For the first time in my life I was in a seriously intellectual environment. The classes tended to be small, intense, and stimulating. I discovered that I had a passion for science, and that I was very good at it. I chose Biochemistry as a major and a newly arrived assistant professor named Chris Miller for my honors thesis advisor. He had a little laboratory with big windows and lots of light shining in. I studied calcium transport and learned about the cell membrane as an electrode. I could see that Chris Miller was a man having lots of fun in his daily life and it was inspiring to me, and the memory of this stayed with me. But the biggest influence Brandeis had on my life happened in Physics class. There I met my future wife Alice Lee, whose sparkling eyes and sharp mind caught my attention.

Against Chris Miller's advice I went to medical school after Brandeis. I studied at Tufts University School of Medicine and then at Beth Israel Hospital Boston for house officer training in Internal Medicine. I learned a lot but in the end I should have taken Chris' advice to pursue science. Medicine required a lot of memorization and little analytical problem solving. To keep a certain part of my brain active I began to study mathematics, and continue this even today, learning new methods and solving problems with the same disciplined approach I had learned in gymnastics. I started back to science near the end of house officer training working with Jim Morgan studying calcium in cardiac muscle contractility, which was very enjoyable and kept me connected to medicine. But I had a yearning to work on a very basic science problem, which meant I would have to break my medical ties. This was a difficult decision because I had invested so many years in medical education; to abandon it was to admit to myself that I had misspent a big piece of my life. And there were practical considerations as well. It was time finally to get a permanent job; after all, my wife Alice had supported me through years of training. Not to mention I was nearly 30 years old with no real basic science training beyond my Brandeis undergraduate education: would I even be able to make it as a scientist?

Two factors had the greatest influence on my decision. Back in my first year of medical school I lost my sister Elley, an artist only two years my senior. Diagnosed with leukemia during my hematology clerkship as I learned about the dreaded disease, she lasted only two months. This horrifying event impressed upon me how fragile and precious life is, and how important it is to seize the moment and enjoy what you do while you can. I remember thinking when I look back upon my life at the age of seventy, thirty will seem young: just go for it. And the second factor was Alice . She had complete faith in my ability to succeed. Never mind that postdoctoral studies meant a reduction of my already piddling house officer salary. She simply said you have no choice; we will manage somehow.

Memories of Chris Miller's laboratory beckoned so I returned for postdoctoral studies. Of course I will never out live his reminding me that I should have listened to him in the first place. Feeling far behind in my knowledge I approached my postdoctoral studies with intensity, learning techniques and theory. I felt I should be an expert in electrochemistry, stochastic processes, linear systems theory, and many more subjects. I read books, solved the problem sets, mastered the subjects, and carried out experiments. I had the very good fortune of a coworker Jacques Neyton, a postdoctoral scientist from France . Jacques is a very critical thinker who would brood on a problem. We exchanged ideas often. When I would tell him one of my ideas he had a tendency just to listen quietly. Then, after a while, if his response started with 'Hey Roddy, there's something I don't understand' I knew I was in trouble - my idea was probably no good!

After I completed a series of biophysical studies on K+ channels it came time to apply for an academic position. During the late 1980s physiology departments were more interested in hiring channel gene cloners than bio-physicists. But Peter Hess convinced his colleagues at Harvard that my work showed promise and I was offered an assistant professorship there. My laboratory made good progress on K+ channels. It was exciting for a while but in just a few years I began to feel that the return on what we could learn from studying the functional effects of mutations was diminishing. We had identified the K+ channel signature sequence, but without knowing its structure we never would understand the chemical principles of ion selectivity in K+ channels. I decided at that point to learn X-ray crystallography to someday see a K+ channel.

I began to learn methods of protein purification and X-ray crystallography while still at Harvard, initially working with channel toxins and a small soluble protein called a PDZ domain. However, I thought it best to move away from my familiar environment at Harvard to pursue channel structure. There were really two reasons motivating me to move. First was the practical issue of obtaining funding to work in an area in which I had no background: start-up funds associated with moving to a new university would be useful for this purpose. The second and far more important reason was that moving would enable me to immerse myself completely in the new endeavor. A change of environment would remove the distractions of everyday life, isolate me from the temptation to fall back on channel physiology studies that I was already good at, and allow me to focus with singular purpose on the structural studies. I needed this to become an expert in membrane protein biochemistry and X-ray crystallography, and to develop a 'feel' for protein structure. When the president of Rockefeller University Torsten Wiesel heard about my scientific plans he suggested that I move to Rockefeller University and I did. Rockefeller provided a wonderful environment for concentrating on a difficult problem.

It has been said that giving up my already successful lab at Harvard in order to pursue the structure of a K+ channel was a risky thing to do. At the time I was told that my aspirations were altogether unrealistic. From my perspective I had little choice because I wanted to understand K+ selectivity and I knew that the atomic structure provided the only path to understanding. I would rather fail trying than never try at all. It helped that I was accustomed to making transitions and had become good at teaching myself new subjects. I have to admit that few people working with me at the time wanted much to do with the new endeavor - only one new postdoctoral scientist Declan Doyle was enthusiastic. My wife Alice, an organic chemist, saw that I was going to be pretty lonely and decided to join me in the lab. And to my good fortune she has worked with me since. I have learned that most people do not like change but I do. For me change is challenging, good for creativity, and it definitely keeps life interesting.

I think of the past eight years of my life in New York at Rockefeller University as a personal odyssey. The new laboratory started out very small, with only Declan, Alice and me. But it grew in the first year with the addition of other enthusiastic postdoctoral scientists, including João Morais Cabral and John Imredy. Working with membrane proteins was very difficult as expected. We had our periods of despair, but every time we felt left without options something good happened and despair gave way to excitement. Persistence and dedication eventually paid off. The atomic structure of the K+ selectivity filter was more informative and more beautiful than I ever could have imagined. My laboratory now is an incredible place, overflowing with excitement and ideas sustained by the continual infusion of bright young scientists who come from around the world to work with me. It gives me great satisfaction to know that these young scientists who are sophisticated in their knowledge of protein chemistry and structure will lead the field of ion channel research into the future. This has been a wonderful adventure. I owe thanks for the life I have: to Alice, to all my loving family of MacKinnons and Lees, to my scientific family of students, postdocs and colleagues, to senior colleagues who have helped me along my way to pursue my passion, and to the Rockefeller University, the Howard Hughes Medical Institute, and the National Institutes of Health for their support. I am very thankful for my life as a scientist, for the opportunity to understand in some small way the world around me. I hope my best experiment and scientific ideas are yet to come. This hope keeps me going.

 

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

The Fruit of God's Spirit

The Fruit of God's Spirit:

Love, Joy, Peace,

Patience, Kindness, goodness,

Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self-COntrol

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摩西十诫

摩西给众人展示了刻有十诫得两块石牌,上面写着:1 崇拜唯一上帝耶和华而不刻祭拜别的神;2 不可雕刻和敬拜偶像;3 不可妄称上帝的名字;4 须守安息日为圣日;5 要孝敬父母;6 不可杀人;7 不可奸淫; 8 不可偷盗;9 不可做假见证诬陷他人;10 不可贪恋别人的妻子及财务。

 

箴言 10:4-5 "手懒的要受贫穷。手勤的却要富足。夏天聚敛的,是智慧之子。收割时沉睡的,是贻羞之子。"
Proverb: 10:4-5: "Lazy hands make a man poor, but diligent hands bring wealth. He who gathers crops in smmer is a wise son,but he who sleeps during harvest is a disgraceful son"

箴言 13:4 "懒惰人羡慕,却无所得。殷勤人必得丰裕。"
Proverb: 13:4  "The sluggard craves and get nothing,but the desires of the diligent are fully satisfied"
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All Christians should serve the Lord full time. They should give to the Lord 100% of their effort in whatever they do - whether as a physicist, an engineer, a musician, a doctor, or a pastor. Therefore, if the Lord calls you to be a doctor, then try to be the best doctor in the world; if the Lord calls you to be a musician, then be the greatest musician in the world; if the calling is for you to be a full-time pastor, then obey Him to become the best pastor. In all of these things, a Christian can bear witness for and glorify God.
Take myself as an example: At this time, God has not called me to become a full-time pastor, so I do my best at my work to be a public health professional. I can say it unblushingly that I have had a very successful career - being the first Chinese to become the State Epidemiologist in any state in the U.S., having won several major awards for my work, and having published a first-authored article in the best medical journal in the world - the New England Journal of Medicine... However, if one day God is calling me to become a full-time pastor, I will gladly obey His calling, put down my work to serve as a full-time pastor.
-----A friend of mine
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Saturday, July 07, 2007

不谈政治~~~

越来越觉得那不是我应该谈论得,当然我还是会关注我亲爱得祖国, 祈祷她健康,强盛~~~

自己也该尽心和努力的学习,工作,做一个称职的炎黄子孙~~~~

 

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

国人哪,到底是怎么了 ~~~

 

在国内的时候常常梦呓,如果哪天咱也有钱了,要怎么怎么帮助农村,贫穷的人们,在车站,大街边,看到那些乞讨的人们,也会丢上 1 2个硬币。致富是好事,但中国的那波富人,摆阔、包养情人、享受似乎是他们所乐道的,很少有然那愿意关心一下穷人的,所以我对他们没有什么好的印象,最近看到一条新闻,无语了 ~~ " 中华慈善人物":青岛市崂山区王明殿 , 早在出名前,这位山东汉子已经默默做了15 年善事。他捐助的失学少年如今已经大学毕业了,但周围的人大多毫不知情。人们只知道,王老板手下有5 家企业,还有一家生意红火的饭店。 在沂蒙山的时候,他看到小学里的孩子们坐在砖块上,趴在水泥台子上写字,心里十分难过,便找人赶制了 100多套桌椅送去。之后,他又拿出几十万元捐助当地的希望小学。还把自家附近的小学进行了改建。他自称,做这一切时并没想到过名声。但他坦承,他已习惯将自己赠送出去的钱财数字加起来, "反复回味,并从中获得安慰 "。到2005 年,这个数字据称已经超过百万。

后来在新闻媒体的狂 轰乱炸之后,他还是出名了,随着荣誉而来的烦恼不胜其扰,自己的生活全乱套了。
他接待的第一个前来求助的人,是一对河南父子。孩子得了重病,父亲看到了关于王明殿的报道后,不远千里登门求助这个 "有钱的大善人 "。接踵而至的求助者很快踏平了他的门槛。所有求助的过程都相差无几:求助者直接来饭店找到王明殿,苦苦哀求,接收了象征性的几百元钱后,返回家乡。近的求助者几乎从不间断,最远的竟来自甘肃。 有一天午饭时间,一个当地小伙子闯进王明殿的房间,当着正在和他一起吃饭的 6个人,扑通一声跪下:求求你,救救我吧!王明殿不慌不忙地把他扶起来,让到饭桌上,一一为他介绍。原来,座中的 6个人,全是从各地赶来的求助者,有骨癌患者,有残疾人。 最多的一天,上门求助的人竟高达13人。

再看看那些求助人的行为: " 你不帮我,我就死给你看。"绝望的母亲折断饭桌上一只白色塑料筷子,扎向自己的手腕,血流如注。她一边哭,一边喊: "王明殿,你这个骗子,你这个大骗子! "
年轻夫妻来找他,缠住不放。他借口出去藏到了自己的小屋里。谁知被那个年轻的丈夫看见了,一直追到门外。这个善人躲在屋子里,捂着耳朵,屋外那个愤怒的求助者疯狂地捶墙,一边大骂他是骗子。
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你没有钱,还上什么报纸? " 一次一个看上去老实巴交、 50多岁的人来到店里,张口向他讨"10 年前借去的5万块钱 "。还有一次,4 个五大三粗的壮汉找上门劈头盖脸说:"我们外面来了几十个人,今天你要不给我们钱,就有你好看的。 " 而最令他害怕的,则是不久前的一个电话。电话里的男子用低沉的声音说,有人要花几十万元 "买他一条腿" 。。。。。。。

再看看我们政府的反应: " 王明殿是出风头,谁都别宣传他。"这是一个领导在一次会议上说的话。 他捐款百万的消息宣传出去后,他每月 300元的" 劳动保障"款,马上停发了。 " 钱不在大小,却是个规矩。"他说。他后来去找相关部门理论。相关工作人员手一挥: "你那么多钱,还少这几个? "

" 我现在成天提心吊胆,怎么办啊?"王明殿说着说着,再一次捂住双眼。 如今, 这个名声在外的"有钱人 ",经济已陷入极度窘境。他的企业,全部倒闭。他决定在边上搭个帐篷住着,让人们都来看一看: "当个好人有多难!"


心寒哪~~王明殿从某种意义上说,算不得富人,但是这样的结局,却是很多有良心的人不愿意看到的。我们中国人是怎么?昏厥了吗?看看如今,政治界腐败,钩心斗角;学术界造假,高校成官场;娱乐界,潜规则…… 看看今天,我们敬什么信什么呢?是孔子吗?是马克思吗?不!是这个,是钞票,是权力,是享乐,是绞尽脑汁不择手段投机取巧谋取私利!

从春秋到民国,八十一个朝代几乎全是在战火和谋杀中诞生,朝代交替时帝王几乎都是死於刀剑、毒药和囚禁。中国人杀戮中国人,中国人谋算中国人,中国人虐待中国人,中国人专制中国人,直到中国人自己折腾得精疲力竭、奄奄一息,外寇乘虚而入、横扫中原。中国不是没有改革者,商鞅、王安石、张居正,没有一个落得好下场。中国不是没有正义者,扬业、岳飞、于谦,没有一个落得好下场!中国不是没有革命者,朱元彰、李自成、毛泽东,没有一个不像自己的敌人一样走向独裁。也许,两千五百年最痛苦的结论就是:无法无天,相互残杀;胜者为王,败者为寇;三十年河东,三十年河西;以成败论英雄!  

孙中山说,对中国来说,不是"知易行难",乃是"知难行易"。三千年根深蒂固之大弊,是国人从未获得过真知,一直敬畏那不当敬畏者,却不敬畏那当受敬畏者,如此不识道,谈何行道呢?所以,建国之基,当发端於心理;除旧更新,必须认识上帝。 19252 22日,孙中山病逝北京。他在遗训中说:我本是基督徒,与魔鬼奋斗四十年,尔等亦当如是奋斗,更当信上帝。又说:我死了也要人知道我是一个基督徒。

人的一生,短短数十年,每个人都在为自己的梦想一生一世的奋斗着,不谈有没有来世,我们现在即使赢得了世上的所以财富,赢得了整个地球,死的时候也不过是一堆尘土,所以过度贪婪一些东西,是不会给自己带来快乐的;这也许也是古往今来不少帝王百姓寻求不死的原因吧,想想,也蛮可悲的。

 

 

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

看样子,要大干一场了~~

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到这里快一年了,都没有出过这个小镇,不过昨天终于搞定了那个abstract,等着10月到圣地亚哥,neuroscience年会,听老板说去年有千把人,要5天才完~~~也总算是有机会出去走走了~~~

今天到实验室,就看到了订单,膜片钳放大器,微操...26了,加上荧光显微镜,再怎么也得34万了~~以前听老板说想再买一套仪器,还以为说说,不想来真的了,看样子,是真想大干一场了~~~

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

7086~~

大家的一些想法,没事翻翻看看: 真的需要知道自己想做什么,需要有很强的动力去实现一种生活状态,这种动力和前进方向并非一次性的,也许你在为某个目标奋斗许久以后你决定转而做其他你更感兴趣的事,以前的努力不是浪费,会成为一种积淀.没有明确目标的盲从会导致长期的迷失,就好像很多名校毕业的PHDMITBBS上抱怨说自己越来越觉得自己是loser,不管什么目标,只要是积极的就是好的,但是没有必要燃烧自己的生命去实现别人的理想,没有必要用别人的标准来衡量自己!

每一个人在成长中都会遇到各种不同的困难,每个人不同的经历必然会给他们以后的生活带来不同的影响,我们大家每天也都在面临不同的问题。生活中有时候有一些消极的情绪是很正常,但是关键在于我们怎么看待这些问题,怎么摆脱这些消极的东西。我个人觉得首先有一个短期的和一个长期的目标,这样我们每天才知道自己需要干什么,才不会觉得无所适从,在大的框架里,围绕这个目标不断的努力,我觉得人生就会有意义。做事情要执着,认定了事情就会努力去做好,不轻易放弃。不管结果如何,自己用心努力就好,尽管失败的滋味是苦涩。人的一生有很多自己都不愿意接受的事实,这是我们不能左右的,好的心态真的很重要,不然就容易出问题。

回过头来看,很多事情实现与否,对自己来说都不是太重要,有些东西得到了,很好,即使没有得到,事后看也没什么;有些东西失去了,当时很难受,但现在看也没什么,有些甚至庆幸当时的失去。

感激伤害你的人,因为他磨练了你的意志;感激绊倒你的人,因为他强化了你的双腿;感激欺骗你的人,因为他增进了你的智慧;感激蔑视你的人,因为他觉醒了你的自尊;感激遗弃你的人,因为他教会了你该独立~~

信主以后,生活上感觉有了一种稳妥感,再怎么颠簸变化,都会感到从容,就好像躺在池塘的小舟上,随波荡漾,但是心里有的是一种舒适和放松,因为知道生命的意义不在于追逐一些虚浮的东西,从而也不会过多计较于个人得失。总的来说,生活淡定,从容,快乐。改变有很多,一是变得宽容,对待任何人或者事,都会用更柔和的"眼光",对待别人的错误,更多了些理解,少了些苛刻;二是不再死钻牛角尖:以前相信人定胜天,没有做不成的事情,遇到挫折往往陷入迷惘,不能解脱;信主之后,相信"尽人事,听天命",心态平和了很多。

爱与不爱本身并没有错,错的是不能相爱, 祝福每一个爱着的人,一些固有的东西等时间过去之后,是没有什么舍不得的,舍不得的只是我们所付出的时间,耐力以及感情~~

爱情轰轰烈烈,婚姻则如涓涓溪流。也许只有爱上了带油污的围裙、擦窗子的抹布,并且知道了菜市场的位置,才能在不知不觉中领悟生活的真谛和爱情的甜蜜。婚姻的幸福不是找到一个完美的人,而是宽容地看待一个不怎么完美却很珍惜你的人。人生苦短,真爱无言。抛弃一些物质上的浮华,明白了平淡才是真,把自己的心态放平和一些以后,幸福——这种心灵的香味才会永远飘荡在你周围。

生活中,应该多换位思考一下,站在对方的立场上想一想,这样可以减少很多矛盾,许多想不通的事情也许就可以理解了;多交流想法,可以减少很多误会,让生活更简单,简单才能快乐。

 

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

<别拿自己不当干部> 一段台词

       文体委员那还叫官呀,抹就抹了,啊,唉,你要是真想当官啊,首先就得拼得是学习,当然,做人也要好,当然最重要的,还是有个好身体,知道吗?你呀,身体没问题,关键是好好学习,你要是不好好学习喽,我跟你妈,今后,我们指谁呀,是吧。孩子。他妈,拿点钱,明儿请孩儿吃包子,好好补补脑子。
  爸,就您那官也叫官呀,抹就抹了呗。我不常叫人给抹吗?就您那
工长,在我们班顶多戴一道儿,爸,当干部啊,拼的就是文化,文化之上是做人,做人之上就是身体,爸,您呀,做人没问题,拼的就是身体,您要是有个三长两短的,我跟我妈指谁去呀。妈,拿点钱儿,带爸吃包子去。

****** 相比夜宴,黄金甲之类,感觉这些影片更有意思,现实一些,而且幽默,也很有意义,还有一个<没事偷着乐>,也是冯巩演的,比较喜欢 ****** 

1、站住!吃了萝卜和白菜了,跟乌龟赛跑去啊?。。。你说你学习跑这么快该多好啊!
2、--老师说了哈,咱儿子有进步。
  --有麻进步!2门功课加一块儿,才100多点儿,真能给干部子弟丢人!
3、--以后,你们找老公啊,可千万别找当干部的!
   --怎么了?
   --怎么了?在我们家那位,好嘛,在单位管200多人,家里的事甭打算指他!
   --管200多算嘛官!我老舅管300多呢!
   --哎哟```好嘛`他嘛官?
   --嘛官?放羊的,羊倌儿!
   --这倒霉孩子!说人呢,你扯羊干嘛!
4、--你爸管多少人?
   --我爸?
   --管多少人!
   --把小车班算上十六七个吧`
   --我爸管200多呢!下去!下去!
   。。。
   --哦```原来你爸就是个破工长呀!下去!
   --是呀!你爸不破!管那么十几个破人!
   --破人?!我爸正处级呢!你爸嘛级?
   --我爸?我爸嘛级呀?(是呀,你爸嘛级呀?)
   --你爸没级!这么跟你说吧,纺织厂厂长要是乾隆,我爸就是大总管。
   --那,你爸就是和绅吧?我爸就是纪大烟袋呀!
   --呸!人家纪晓岚是一品大臣,你爸呢?根本就没品!往大里说,你爸充其量就是个小太监。相当小的,太监喽````
   --我打你个和绅。。。

5、--赵小玲!别哭了!你还吹呢!说今儿嘛?蛤蟆穿坎肩,露2手,露出来了么?
   --人家今天穿的是唐装。
   --以后把袖子还摘喽,加把劲!

   --你乐嘛?沈飞飞怎么没有参加测评呢?
   --她回宿舍了。今儿肚子疼。
   --肚子疼?
   --没看电视啊?每个月,都有几天不适的感觉。
   --好嘛!我记她上礼拜不已经不适一回了吗?
   --上礼拜不适跟这礼拜不适这俩不适不是一码事!
   --好嘛!这绕口令啊这个```

6、--好嘛!月华同志!这徒弟你怎么教的!?
   --嘛怎么教的?!不都你派的吗?!你看她手指头,胡萝卜值钱了,短粗!嗨,那
     要长脚上,配套了!
   --你闭嘴吧!手指头粗就不能当技术标兵啦?!人贝多芬还聋子呢!照样作曲!怎么解释?
   --别说了啊!人家贝多芬是先作曲后聋的啊```
   --这,这我掌握。关键是聋了之后,还坚持作曲,这才是好同志!

8、子曰:一个牛叉女人的背后肯定有一个更牛叉的男人在她背后撑腰
  哪个子曰的啊? 传达室那楞子啊
9、把你妈先送回家,咱们再说,行吗
11、想当年我玩拳玩跤的时候,你你妈还是液体呢
12、你楞有钱,15块钱一张的吧?
  没那么多,两7块的
13、姓何的你就和绅啊,要姓周,你还半夜鸡叫呢
14、如果有来世,你能娶我吗? 能,一定能...能带我媳妇吗?
15、估计也不是多大官,开着俩疙瘩就来了(QQ)
16、(韩月华找王喜,直闯男澡堂)
  好么咳,这女人开放起来,连椰风都挡不住。 
17、好嘛,这人民群众积极性有时候比干部还高
  好嘛,有时候群众的积极性,也不稳定
19、吕主任:好鞋不踩臭狗屎
      西瓜皮擦屁股 越擦越腻乎
20、王喜:工作证
  何主任:嘛工作证啊
  王喜:这是王八屁股——规定
  何主任:我脸就是工作证
  老黑:对,主任这脸就是规定(龟腚)。规定,请~
21、我们这个酒啊,是绝对地不上头!
  上头也不晕,晕了也不醉,醉了也不吐,
  吐了也不倒,倒了也不睡,醒了还想喝,走着。

 
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Friday, April 13, 2007

节选 <游子呤> 中的一段话,还有些道理~~

    美国作家马克吐温曾经说过,人从摇篮到坟墓的几十年中一件有绝对意义的事是寻求内心的平安。这是他对人生的深刻洞察。现代人的难处就在于内心没有平安。   无法把握明天,焦虑愁烦,是现代人的难处之一。我们常常说,除了自己以外,什么也靠不住,主张个人奋斗。但我们不得不承认,许多事情却不是自己能把握得住的。中国俗语说,"天有不测风云,人有旦夕祸福。"我的不少朋友,凭著自己的聪明才智、勤奋刻苦,在美国各行业中都干得相当不错了。有的已成为高级主管和经理。当他们觉得可以稍稍吐一口气的时候,做梦也想不到裁员会裁到他们头上!一切顿失依托。工作的变故、婚姻的危机、亲朋的离世或自己健康的衰退,往往突然临到,使我们手脚无措。尤其在当今社会,节奏快、变化大、竞争强,我们时时在为生存、生活而挣扎、奋斗,缺乏安全感,内心自然没有平安。

  不能寻著生命真谛,心灵饥渴、空虚,是现代人的难处之二。以色列的伟大先知摩西在诗篇九十篇中写道:"我们一生的年日是七十岁,若是强壮可以到八十岁;但其中所矜夸的,不过是劳苦愁烦,转眼成空,我们便如飞而去"。寥寥数句,道尽人生。

  虽然人的一生各不相同,有的通达、有的坎坷;有的显赫、有的平淡;有的富有;有的贫穷;有的长寿,有的早逝;但有一点是相同的,人生是寻梦。每一个人都有一个自己编织的美妙的梦想,并一步一步地、一年一年地、一生一世地为实现这个梦而努力地奋斗、挣扎著。

   人们常常在想,等我越过什么关口或取得什么成功后,那时将是多么美好呵。正是这种对未来的向往支持著我们不避艰辛、不顾烦劳地一站又一站地、紧张地追赶著人生的列车。然而,我们也发现,梦想实现的过程似乎又是希望破灭的过程。取得某一成功或达到某一预定的目标所带来的欣喜、欢乐是如此地短暂,马上就被新的压力、愁苦所取代。

    我来美后的经历也是这样。当博士生时,考试是一锤定音,考砸了连补考的机会都没有。我一共要修十五门课。如果其中有三门是"C ",就要卷被子走人,不仅奖学金要告吹,而且将永远没有资格在该校拿学位。我全力应付各种考试,不敢有半点松懈。到期末,各门课的期终考试到了,学期的论文也到期限了,我常常在期末都要连著熬几个通宵,放假后连睡两三天补觉。当时我常想,什么时候把课修完,没有任何考试就解放了。当我终于修完全部课程和通过了连续三天闭卷笔试的博士资格考试后,确实轻省了几天。可惜好景不长,论文实验的压力马上扑面而来,想到要定期拿到实验结果、写出论文和通过答辩,轻松感早就消失得无影无踪了。现在,从我取得博士学位至今已十几个年头了。从博士后到教职,各阶段性目标相继达到了,也实现了"五子登科"(帽子、车子、妻子、孩子、房子),然而并未感到轻松和满足,仍承受著各方面的、难以尽述的压力。

    没有钱不行,但有了钱又带来新问题:多余的钱如何处置?存银行,利率太低;炒股票又担风险;真正""了,又担心被谋财害命。难怪,芝加哥的富人区是需要心理治疗的人最多的区。不少人追求成名,可多少名人却又渴求著能过普通人的正常生活!在人生中,与忧愁、烦恼相比,人的喜乐太短暂和微不足道了!

    那么,人生的意义究竟是什么呢?中国人,尤其是知识分子 ,大都用一个人对社会的贡献来衡量人生的价值,强调"立德""立言""立功"。认为如能为社会留下点什么,就不虚此生。然而在人类历史中,真正有资格做到这"三立"的恐怕只有极少数人。按此标准,绝大多数人的人生又有什么价值可言呢?

    所罗门是以色列历史上最显赫、最富有的国王。他在位四十年,把以色列建设为当时中东最强大的国家,并令普天下的王来求见和进贡。他的财富无数,一切饮器都是金的,银子多如石头,他还有一千妃嫔侍候。可这样一位国王在年老时回顾人生的时候却发出了"虚空的虚空,虚空的虚空,凡事都是虚空"的深深叹息。

  希腊的亚历山大大帝虽席卷欧亚大陆,称雄一世。后染疾而终,年仅三十余岁。据说临死时他吩咐部属在他的棺材的两侧挖两个洞,让他的两只手从棺中伸出来。以便告诉世人,象他这样的伟人,离世时也是两手空空的。

  《圣经》说,人"怎样从母胎赤身出来,也必照样赤身而去;他所劳碌得来的,手中分毫不能带去"。一切功名利禄都会在时间的长河中渐渐褪色,而且终将归于乌有。我们中华民族也深谙此理。

   张弈在《离亭燕》中这样写道,"多少六朝兴废事,皆入渔樵闲话。"当年那些英雄业迹,到头来只不过成为渔夫、樵夫闲言碎语的话题而已。《红楼梦》的作者曹雪芹借〈好了歌〉极深刻地道出了人生的空虚。"世人都说神仙好,唯有功名忘不了;古今将相在何方?黄冢一堆草没了。""世人都说神仙好,唯有金钱忘不了。终朝只恨聚无多,积到多时眼闭了。"句句震撼人心。

  有人说,人生的难处在于:得不到,失望;得到了,绝望。还有人说,如果你想最深地伤害一个人,就把他想要的世间的一切全都给他。这样对方就毫无希望可言了。这些话乍一听觉得离奇,但细细品嚼却滋味无穷。

  为什么人会这样呢?原来,"神造万物,各按其时成为美好;又将永生安置在世人心里"。人是按神的形象造的,神将他的灵植在人的心中。因此,人生来就有对永生的向往和渴求。然而,世人奋斗所得,没有一样东西具有永恒的价值,故内心深处总是空虚。法国著名科学家巴斯噶将此称为人心中的"神形空虚处",除了神的灵外,世间一切东西都无法将它填满。认识神以前,这种空虚感折磨著每一个人。

     苏轼的《赤壁赋》是相当气势磅礴的。然而诗人在最后却无不忧戚地写道:"多情应笑我早生华发。人生如梦,一樽还酹江月。"因为火烧赤壁中的风云人物周瑜二十几岁即官拜中郎将,而苏轼写这首词时正官贬黄州作团练副史,而且已经近五十岁了。

    读到这类诗词,我常有共鸣,甚至黯然泪下。

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

千年修炼~~~

Sincerity~~

Forgiveness~~

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